I wanna vent some anger now.Past anger.Jux let me rattle on.Let me.Too hard 4 me. I really wann to noe.Wat the hell was I thinkin.Or, wat the hell was he thinkin??
Jux let me rattle.Or,jux let me vent.I really need to vent on sumthing.Or else,I wont rremember this thing.It was conincidence.Who would have thot of it.Certainly, NOT ME. Do u noe how much courage I have raised jux to shout ur name>Do u noe I was damn nervous? I noe u wont noe de. When I finally raised my guts, I shouted, wat did u do? Did some idiiiotic act that really hurts me alot.I said, I jux give u up. But I noe I wont. It's hard for me

I was escaping.I dun wanna face it up.We didnt even started yet.I didnt even plan to start. Is now his problem.Wat is he thinkin abt??I really wann to noe.I ever thot be4 this: If a celestial ever give me some choices of supernaturnal power, wat would I chose?I Thot maybe tell him/her that I wann to see thru wat ppl are thinking.I dun wann any flyin or invisible power; jux, able to see thru ppl are thinkin.Sometime,ppl is really weird.Keep havin some undercover anger.Pls,cant U at least tell me.Tell me that u was angry,tell me what I did wrong?

feEl liKe escApin.esCape tO wheRe oSo cAn.aS loNg aS Pinkie's nOt dEr.I nOe. "caNt u faCe uP tHe reaLity?"I asKed mySelf n wisHed tO teLl Pinkie to.I knEw iT's imPossible.I-m-p-o-s-s-i-b-l-e. I nOe hOw tO spEll.n nOe wAt chAnce I gT. I nOw daMn dePressed."wAt tHe proBlem nOw??"
haVin soMe moOd swIngs hUh...U moOd swIngs Pinkie oSo haCk caRe.sO,JUX GET ON UR LIFE.I NOE U CAN DO IT.Pinkie's NOTHING.JUX KEEP MOVING. JIA YOU!!
I really feel tellin Pinkie.Pinkie,this is 4 u:
Do u have to be so petty?Do u noe that when I was sabo-ed to he stage,I was prayin n hopin u was der?
Fine.Now bein chased away.Pinkie, my words 4 u will continue.It's too much 4 me le.I really cant bear it.
gTg.
byee...
from;
going-to-be-fed-up-soon-by-Pinkie.
joEy.

At first,I feel very happy de.1 idiot spoiled my mood.Dun reply dun reply la.Do u think I care??I already very hao xin 1st talk to u le.Dun wann reply den next time den dun talk to me.Den dun FAKE in front of me.Is u 1st do that de.An eye for an eye.
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Dun talk abt the unhappy things le.I already think thru le.Not think thru,is "ai ya,since last time u treat me ok.Maybe treat u better to return.Den like that at least I'm not that bad."
U noe I talkin hu ba.Bias de la.She bias her own prob.I not gonna do that.Have a "fair" eyes better. :)
15 June,my sis's bdae.Happy bdae!Said to her bein the earliest one in the family.At 12.06am.Ha..I noe she will nvr noe I'm saein to her in d blog now.She wont noe de.Unless she noes,n come my blog.
Jux now celebrated my sis's bdae.Dropped my piece of cake.Oh-oh. Hahax..
-_-lll >>>In the end,cleaned the floor.
Played some games jux now.Nanny Mania;quite ok.Pizza Frenzy;totally lame.Scored quite well 4 the memory mode.The Simon-say-mode; totally flunk. :p
Who u think u're.Dun reply.My problem?Go,keep on dai-pai-ing.Do I look like I care?I gave you a chance.U didnt treasure it.

The last thing I'm goin sae abt her.Give attitude?My problem? >_<
Ling Ling;not saying u.
[>>2 daEs.iT's enDin soOn.tiMe reAlly fLy faSt.onLi nOw oNe prOblem:
iT's anOther fEw daEs tO meEt.afTer tHe loNg daEs.cAn sHe endUre tHe loNg daEs?I hoPe sHe cAn."yOu cAn dO iT dE.nO proBlem.jIa yOu!^_^"sHe cAn dE.]
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bYe..enDing heRe.tHe moRe I poSt,tHe moRe frusTrating I aM.shouLd I dO iT aT tHe 1sT plAce?doNe lE.sHe,liKe I botHer.
[bYe]..(2nd tiMe liAo.. ;)
gTg.. :)

[ -_-lll ] wat i usually used.dUn noe why started (or keep) usin this.But nvr mind. WHo cares??
Over the holidae,feel more mature.Think things thru le.Should be fair n no"coloured"
treatment shoul be given wat...
Afterall,return to the start.Wat belongs will belongs to u de.No point forcing to hav a thing tat doesnt belongs to u. I believe in fate. N sometimes in our hands la.. :)

Sometimes,if things get too well too fast; may not be very good. I dunno wat crap I'm talkiin now, now I jux feel like shootin my mouth out.Yeah.They said it was true. My blood type says that my character or my blood type says I'm the person who says right off her mouth.Now, I jux wanna keep blah-ing... BLAH BLAH BLAH BLAH....
Jux took a quize:

Your Japanese Name Is...

Sada Shimizu

What's your Japanese Name?

Wow.. my Japanese name.Quite long de ma..Sada Shimizu.>next time can call me tat. Quite easy to pronounce.Dun u think?
Jux did a birthdae shows ur love life.Quite ok. They sae I'll hav 4 true loves. N 1 time being heart-broken.Weird.Maybe is I go ditch others ba.-_-lll >>> they sae I'm alwaes reluctant to end relationships.To me,quite true de la.Sometimes,tis things cant really believe much.They at 1st sae my Italian name is "wat Ferrarie" I 4gt the 1st name le.Den 2nd time is"Alessander Costa" ha..U believe?Nope I dun..
Did another quize le. It's how rare my personality is.Ok.

Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ESFP)

Your personality type is playful, charming, open minded, and energetic. Only about 7% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 5% of all men You are Extroverted, Sensing, Feeling, and Perceiving.

How Rare Is Your Personality?

Hahax..Endin here.Gt lots to sae,but dunno how to sae leh...I jux wanna be frank.Frank to every people I know,frank to who I regards as frens.

Tryin out the fonts..Is weird de lor..Previous post was unable .. -_-lll >>>dun even noe wat I'm thinkin now...

I sumtimes really like to analyse myself.Am I ???
Ok.Ten things abt me: 1.A toTally baThroom hOg.
2.I sumTimes liVe iN mY oWn worLd.
3.SumTimes,( oR moSt oF tHe tiMe)mY freNs reaLly doesNt nOe wAt I'm taLkin.>>wHy?cOs' sUmtimes I sAe thIngs oUt withOut thInkin,sO dO sUm noiSe tO coVer up.I exPlain le.nOw nOe y I sumTime liKe tIs le bA>>??
4.I'm cAn bE reaLly veRy blUr.. :)
5.I'm reaLly reaLly veRy lAme aNd chiLdiSh.
6.I'm nOt teaCher's pEt.I dUn reaLly gO weLl wIf teAcherS.
7.I'm imagInative.(suMtimes draMatic..ShoUld joIn DraMa ClUb hOr.. :)
8.Sumtime,I reAlly dUn underStand A thIng.NeEd explaInatIon veRy muCh..
9.I quIte liKe tO dO thOse abT-u-teSt.I sumTime duN undeRstand mYself :)
10.I eNjoy maKin otHer pPl laUgh.I dUn mInd mYself aS a cLown. >>>sEe tHe tHing aBt me wan..(beLow)I prOud oF tAt ok..haHax... :p N I'm a TIMID giRl.seE mE iS cAn guEss dE lOr.
Ok..Suddenly feelin like ten not enough hor..Ok.. Oso, I'm the girl who thinks lor...But sumtimes I really will lack of new info de.N I really can think alot.. -_-lll >> not so much..
N I can be brave if I'm forced to.>>Alone walkin in the midnite at sch wif onli a torchlight n a scarf AND AFTER WATCHING A HORROR MOVIE CALLED "STAY ALIVE"..>>> quite scary de.Tat's why beat me I oso wont go play violent cursed games. > I sae I is timid de0.. :p
Ok...dun noe wat to sae...actually gt lots but suddenly all disappear.. -_-lll
Now lookin ay the ndp's pictures..See can see Pinkie,Ling Ling oR even ME anot... :)
Gotta go..
P.S. Congrats to Ling Ling..Hope things goes well 4 u too!! N oso me.. :)



sHe hOpe n hOpe.HoPin iT's oVer soOn.8 moRe daEs. N sHe reaLly hoPe __ couLd eNjoy dEr..oF couRse,__ hAd tO cUm baCk..oR sHe wiLl bOx __ iF hE doeSnt."beTter dUn plAy plAy.I teLl u."Tis iS wAt sHe wArneD..
bYe..tAlk agAin iN tHe nExt poSt.. :)

oNliNe again le.lOng tiMe riTe?Now listening to Rewind(Dao Dai);bY Jolin.iS niCe de lor.
Hey..If anYbody hAv tHe sOng,cAn seNd tO mE>>??PleAse??ThAnks iN advAnce,iF aNy perSon reaLly hAv..

1st talk abt the reality.Well,7 June celebrated my mEi's bdae..Yeah...She's the same age as me le.An offically teen.7 June, a hectic dae 4 me.Went to the boring maths remedial.wOw..sHe prInted thIck sheEts oF papErs..cAn bcUm aN assEmtemt bK le..onLi sHe waSnt a puBlisher... Seriously,sHe cAn bE suEd 4 prIntin tHe assEments pApers prIvately. Ms nG is nOt evEn a-keEp-uP-tO-tIme perSon de l0r..sHe saId iT wiLl eNd aT 10.iT diDnt.I leFt aT 10.sHe evEn wanTed mE tO cUm baCk oN 20.hAha..aS iF I'll reAlly go.I ratHer gO tO mY cCa tO drIll/maRch unDer tHe hOt sUn, I oSo dUn waNn gO hEr maThs remEdial.reALly. damNed borIng de.if dER's aNy1 hAvin sleEp proBlems,gO tO hEr matHs reMediAl cAn slEep dE.No nId gO bUy wAt sleEpin piLls la...

Well,after my sch dae ends,went to celebrate mEi's bdae.Ok. When goin to J8,being stopped by 3 ppl.One of them is from XX sch la.Talked to us abt things.Quite borin de.Invited us to watch their drama show.we jux onli nodded our head.Didnt made any promises or wat.Actually we wanted to watch Men In White de. But the cinema didnt show.Fine lor..Den went to MB to eat lunch.Haha..The auntie confused abt our orders.Me tat time was blur.Blur me der watch watch,responed to the auntie.Ok.Den later went arcade,window shoppin..I went arcade played the basketball machine.1st time played.Shoot quite bad due to my achin arms caused by the mornin dril.Quite fun de la.Den went home...[eNd.fOr 7 June.]

[8 June.]

Had NDP.Gt our costume.Haha..Look like the parachuist.Or more "animal", isntantly looked like a grizzly grey bear.Tat's wat my family said.I wear it is ugly de lor.Must slim down le...Saw my aunt's new maid.Ok.Not wat I imagined.We didnt talk.Jux smiled.Saw those photos of my aunt's weddin.Haha.. The cameraman managed to take a few photos of me.Well,I practically LOOKEd down whenever I saw the camera facing me..Ok.Todae a bit low mood.Cant helped it.Cant gt it out. The next few daes,I'm really goin to talk until my mouth spilts or wat..Todae, I really did a unforgivable mistake.Why cant I think before I speak??Jux cos of my STUPID sentence,Pinkie may get mistaken."XXX is ugly de lor!!"..Pinkie may thot I'm a girl who really cares abt the looks.Which,I'm not.I reaLli feAr Pinkie may get miStaken.hU doeNt hates tat of person??If me,surely me will hate de.Now,I really der hopon n hopin,prayin n prayin tat Pinkie nvr heard.Please.I realise le.

Bon vonage,Pinkie.Hope u enJoy uR trIp!! :)
sHe jUx cOuldnt sTop iT.nO maTter hOw sHe ocCupid heRself, sHe sTill keEp thInkin..Ppl wOnt 24hrs buSy dE.sO,sHe wiLl sTill thInk..tHe momEnt sHe cloSed hEr eYes,sHe sAw..iT wOnt gT oUt of hEr heAd dE.refleCtions weRe seEn. blaMe iT oN heRseLf.shoUld kePt a disTance loNg loNg tiMe aGo.sHe hoPe tO reWind thinGs baCk tO tHe paSt.sHe knEw sHe canT.iF sHe could,sHe shoulDnt bE thInkin it nOw.. iT wOnt gEt awAy.iT wiLl stAy.

Folks..Dun think the other way hor..The story?Inspired by one true story.Believe it or not.. -_-lll bYe..GtG..Next time den post.
P.S.A post,really takes alot of my time..Is my post too long?Or should I concentrate on it?Dun talk to others?? -_-lll >>> I not so anti-social de hor.. gTg.. :)

Ok . Happy belated Bdae to Ching LIng aka Ling Ling/Cong2 or my mei mei too.Hope she's had enjoyed her dae.haha..Yesterdae was absent in NDP.Though abit.___; but nvr mind.Jux as the ceromany was havin, suddenly heard the 21 cannon.. Well, quite romantic.The chastor/priest sayin the vows,bride and groom sayin the vows too.The cannon was in the background of the music. Haha.. So harmonious la..After th eweddin, went to sing K.HAha.. Quite not bad la me.. Songs?Still ok la.. HAha.. Den 4am den went home n sleep. Now, songs r still singin in my head,nvr ending.Not so bad la hor..Or not so worse la..After waking up,wow.. is like still shakin my head, bit dizzy.. Den later online.. Mircale So hard for my frens to be online together..So we der chat chat chat... Tease tease tease..Haha...Realli, I think actually it's so nice to be stupid with old frens sia..
Den Ling Ling online.. ( hey.. u dun mind rite?? MUx tell me..I'm intendin to call u tat..)Talk a little while..See some pics..Ok, tat pics been abit disgusting, but rest assured--it's not RA hor!!!
Well,everydae is my birthdae..So ppl... Owe me presents hor..
N, of course, I wont even DARE to 4gt wat i owe u all--Sushi.
I cant possibly 4gt..U noe.. Ppl will nag(better word remind :) not u Ling Ling hor) me de.I mean the OTHERS.
Finally, I realise, my June Holidae is hectic. Lots..
Now, I shall end my speech here...Shall I??
Nope..U still gt alot to write.
Then ok.I shall sae here more.Now I'm writin lame things.Sian de, continue to read.Busy de,dun read.. Kidding tone.( no offence)
HERE,THE LAME POST COMES HERE:
I think,friendship,kinship,love is the most important things in the world.
Friendship,which i treasured realli much,is damn precious. Is depends on wat kind of fren la hors..
finish.My point is, I seriously loves my best frens!! Esp,my ex-class mates; Pennie,Kelly,Emily,MInyi,Keng lin.. U all rox. u noe... N oso my current classmates la..
Oso, I wanna clarify: I'm a Phoenix.N I alwaes will.Phoenix rox.They R NOT ROCKS.
not sayin any1.Jux wan to clarify.Wearing Griffin does not means Ihave changed.It's jux onli 1 time. :)
REally.
Anyway,in the nutshell.
HAPPY bElAteD bIrthDae tO cHing liNg!!
gTg..
bYe.. :)