Dont know why... Suddenly feel like taking that photo from my uncle's house... Not really sun set , but gt that urge to take it.. hahas. I guess I took it is becos the colour was how my mood at that time was.. Hesitant.

Tmr meeting my cousin.. Guessed have to sleep early or else I'll have no strength to keep up with her. Seriously, she's one that has never-ending energy. If all guides are like her jiu hao lo. Enthusiatic bunch. Or if I have half of hers.

I am. going. to . slim down. that. tummy . of mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Friday went out with the four...
Went ECP, Far east & cineleisure.

The day was FUN throughout. However, I still grieved for the ECP. Roller blade 2 hours 10dollars. I guess I can buy alot alot alot of food with that amount. So felt regretted, I shld use it to eat ma!

Long time no roller-blade le.. Felt so scared after that event that now, whatever sport, I really think. Just really am scared that I would experienced it over again , and the pain- I would rather not think of it. Poor Valerie injuried herself during roller blading, then she decided to stop. Luckily got her to support me everytime, or elseI will oso be falling too... I think through the roller blading, the four of us got even better...


Then rained after we changed our clothes.. Zzz we were still wearing that slippers, N I dont really want to see myself with that slipper. It was a total spoilt of MY IMAGE.


Walked around and around. Saw my juniors.
Okay , maybe next time I'm hating shopping. Walking around, looking at those mature clothes....
-,-

But maybe I'll avoid Cineleisure... When we went, I saw a lot of couples! Okay, call me jealous or what, but I wasnt feeling very comfortable seeing them appearing in front of me every second. It's like PDA? I know, maybe next time, I'll did that. But now, jebal! I dont really wanna see that. =.=

We had actually decided to wear high heels that day... At the end of the day , 2 out of four were knocked out. They surrended and went back to the comfy slippers...

Initially we were discussing about going out the whole day, guessed everyone was tired till beat.. Went home early...Show all


It was really fun. I had fun too.
First time deciding to eat PORK, Jajang mian. Pork. Was interested , that's why , forced myself to eat...

Just eat that fattening chips, but never mind. Feeling very tired after drenching in the rain, after eating the chips, suddenly feel like half of my energy is back !



Things .........


Speechless. How I wish I can slack one day. Live a day like a true holiday.

studying really is driving me crazy.. Last time, studying was even a problem for me.. What happened now?
I truly dont understand...........


Shld I be glad that I found another one who doesnt speak before thinking???


Dbsk breaking up.. No comments. Even if there is, what everI say, it doesnt matters.


VACATION!

JOEY

Today, everyone isnt clearly in mood.

Today, dark clouds surround me.

Today, I lacked the support I needed most.

Today, I feel so ironic.

Today, is a day I wished I can go back & changed things

Today, I became bitter.

Today, I am very disappointed.

Today, will I experienced it again?

Today..........................

Seriously, right now, my mood is damn freaking low. Today really had ample reasons to made me cry. Surrendered to it a little.

Well, by right, my mood was okay, until chinese lesson. Well, I dont understand, why must I everytime throw tantrums during chinese lessons? I was utterly disappointed & angry. But did anyone care? Unfortunately, no one did. Yes, what was the reason? She dont allow help take papers for absentees. Kay. Point valid. But what was I totally disappointed about? I just dont understand. Why other SLs can have their friends to help them take the papers but not mine. It really made me think, did they even care/ thought of me? I dont know for them, but I dont want to know about it. Knowing it, just hurts me more.

Is it that when one has too many friends, they wont care about quality friends anymore? Is it that, demanding my friends to consider my feelings was too much?

What made me really sad & disappointed was, while I'm in bad mood... Laughters beside me. It was a bad feeling. Insulting & offending. But I guess they wont care , since it was just me. Or even ,did they ever care?

I realised, I cant always be too trusting...

I thought, I'll always have a circle of friend that I can fall back on readily

Somehow, I didnt knew, the circle has shrunk..

I wont end any friendship. You call the shots. Do you want it or not?

Please be happy when I'm angry at you.. It means I still care. But friend, be sad when I doesnt do that to you anymore.. Cos you have just hurt me..


Everyone makes mistakes. Like I do. But what I want, is just an apology. Was it hard?

Okay, just read the DBSK's news. Speechless. What am I supposed to say? Who's right who's wrong anyway? WHy is this happening? No matter what, I cant stop this, so I wont allow this to affect me so great. Everyone's been arguing. Every party has wrong, I wont deny.
In conclusion, money is the root of all evils. Maybe after this , I'll start to believe that whatever crap groups says this is their dream or what, it's all bullshit. Try telling me that again after 10 years then maybe I'll believe.


Hey right now, I'm starting to crap. I know, it might be against some rules/code of behaviour or what, but I just need to say. You, if ever, by chance is reading this currently, you can just click away.


Back from the SL camp. Ok, I know I'm not supposed to say anything bad about it. I wont then. But I'll say my views.
Say all those stuffs of leadership you want. I dont care. Heard this stuff so much. All theories. I know I know what leadership 'is'. But there's no clear definition about it. And even after hearing it time after time, will real situation allows me to put it in use? I hope one person can go through what I had experienced. That person is one who clearly needed it. Because hard to work with.

Has my words offended you? If yes, it's still not too late, you can choose to stop reading here.


If the world will be so wonderful after those perfect leading, there by right wont be any problems. Unfortunately it doesnt work this way. When I heard those restrictions about being a leader, it sometimes struck me, does a person like this so 'perfect' really exists? I'm pessimistic. Really. If a leader has a code of behaviour, then all the world's leaders wont be leaders anymore. Obviously, every leader has flaws. & to me, I think leadership isnt about being perfect.

On the verge to report me to others?

I know, no one asked me what leadership meant to me. So that's why, I just wanna rant. I cant take it anymore, when I see another person selectively talking to people. Hey, talk to all those you deem as values I dont care. But dont use your own definition of leaders and define others.

This are all PURELY my own comments. This comments are not intended to pinpoint anyone.

mY paGe to raNt.

joEy.


mY wAy, mY paGe.


Feeling so emotionally unstable right now. DBSK!