Thursday, October 30, 2008
Some thing was wrong abt the previous post... Whatever. I think after this post, I shall be truly free. I'm actually quite nervous abt handing up my streaming form... I fear I'll regret. But I think this is the best. My head has been throbbing in pain due to over-thinking abt this n being lerthagic. I dont know will I be regretting my decision in the future, but whatever it is, even though I might make the wrong step (I hope I wont), I'll still continue. Bcos it would be irreversible. & I shall be responsible for it. Though others' advice or wat can waver me easily,I would TRY not to care. I dont want to regret my result, my decision. I dont want to live my life in remorse. Thinking "maybe I would be better if..." I dont want it.
I decided. I'm happy that I have few good friends. I thank them, for accompanying me or making me smile. I also wanna thank Jia Yi & Cai Er for being patience in my endless questions. I hope you would do well in the O levels N bring a top scholar to MFGG.. Dont be so humble, I know u can do it.. Jia you! Ps. Jiayi, do u still want the methane? Or I can start collecting it now for you. Rmbr what I said abt myself? I am JOEY XXXXXXXX.
So, got to sign off now...
loves,
joey |(^O^)/
♥ 9:31 PM
Saturday, October 25, 2008
F.I.N.A.L.L.Y. B.A.C.K. 2dae den cama back.. I was so tired.. I jux slept a few hours.. But still managed to have the energy to break camp.. Finally know my dept le.. But......... Dont know la.. jux the comment on "but"....bout' 5 daes passed n I'm still unwilling to decide which course I wanna take... Yet, I suddenly felt, study so much, will u apply it in ur real life?? Den the camp, when we had to walk from Sembawang back to MFSS, thru the stations, the studying we learnt is jux a bit "dead"... Wat most important to me is, I gotta study without making my brain a bit robotmatic...In another word, shu dai zi...Think, play, eat,sleep,bathe. This was what I did in the Leaders' Retreat..N I dont think I wanna talk abt it.. But jux felt a bit pity when it was until the 2nd last dae we finally woke up... But, AD spirit shall survive.. Bcos at least it still exist among the current us.. I dont know abt those who skipped.. Will they ever cooperated or can we work happily with them? Anyway, thru the camp, I finally break my limits. I did 100 jumping jacks during PT.. (is everyone)....I'm still feeling lerthagic.. So cant write anymore, gotta look at them to recharge myself.. I think... Currently, I'm happy. & thats no more. HoPe everYone wHo eVer reAds tHis poSt, a hapPy hoLidae! -joEy. \(''^-^'')/
♥ 11:25 PM
Friday, October 17, 2008
Going crazy le.. Com lagging... Den there's this e-learning.. The tasks were like what-the-hell.... I didnt even submit it lor.. Dont even understand.. Exams were like flunking, maths, gone case le la..Whatever, like I ever give a damn. I'm stressed of the e-learning tasks leh! miracle still der?? I'm jux waiting for my "GOD" to come n save me.. My "GOD" still havent come back.. But, I still have to ask whether my "GOD" will be willing to save me from this loads of tasks anot.. My "GOD"..WHEN YOU COMING BACK??!!!Sometimes, I really like being a loner. Bcos, you wont be burdened by the others. I hate it. It so sucks. But wat TEAMWORK is used for? It's used for ppl like ME, who is so damn self-centered... But luckily, der are more ppl in this world who acts more jerk n self-centered than ME..
♥ 6:25 AM
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Finally OVER
FINALLY IT'S OVER!!!!
I had been countin the daes to it... FINALLY it's over.. FREE le la!!!!
Dont know why mood still so depressed... I wont mention the papers la.. It was frustrating..
Been so tired... Tired doing last minute revision to exams.. Thanks to my weird mood, it was until Saturday when I realised that I didnt had enough time....
Went to Raffles' Place, outram park der.... Oh ya, still went to my 1st visit to the Buddha Tooth Relic Temple... No wonder it was Spore's most luxurious temple.. Whole place was air-conditioned... Plus I saw their most famous Thing.... It was nice.. & I tried the food too....
Still feelin a bit moody... I dont like being forced by ppl. Yet, I'm always being that... Haix... Feel like being self-centered a while... It wont hurt ba??
Suddenly, I jux felt very helpless. To see my loved ones in pain & worry, yet unable to help.. Sometimes how I wish I could bcome an adult whenever I want.No one shall understand how I feel... Because there aint.
It's so stupid. Plus, I wont emo. Cos I think emo is stupid.
♥ 4:25 AM
