oh yeah.Watched the Shoot 3. Keep thinkin "why do I wan to blog?Since my life wasnt so adventurous,full og adventures,I write 4 wat??"
2dae still quite had a nice dae la.Went home quite late,but finally maybe I found a place. Seriously,I quite like sec sch.Erm except the part of OM,DM,teachers n the tie.
I think sec sch gt alot of freedom.Esp.after sch. I think I'm beginning to like staying back with my "family" on fridays. It's nice.I like it. I like the peace. Its so nice!! Is the fridaes-stayin-back-with-them is what I had been yearning 4? I think so... hahax. 2dae really very "family". n SORRY abt strangeling ur neck,Michelle. /.\
dun feel like blogging already.I rather go play the old-fashioned Sims.
Will anybody care to understand or read those long posts I had written?
Blogs,a place 4 me to write my feelings.
I hate sch time.Love after sch.
Hate the new duties.
Me,WOW! Such a GREAT person.Still dun noe who the heck is my buddy & duty.
Okay,I need to score well 4 exams.Maybe I could earn a trip to Sweden. Is that wat I'm hopin 4? Dunnoe. Jux a unexpected offer 4 me. But anyway,if go, is go ALONE. How am I going to survive on that??

bYeee..
[liFe iS nOt perFect. cheRishing tiMe.bE hapPy agAin.]
joEy.

Yeah.Congrats me 4 getting into a "family tree" ba.

Great. Friday[yesterdae] was quite a good day generally. 1st was an idiotic thing to start off.
Now my hair hurts as I recalled that.All was due to my playfulness. But I wont change. I like experimenting stuffs. Great,den after sch gt the peer leader meeting. I damn hate it. I was the only girl in my class n those girls were forming cliques. How to expeect me to join them as they are the Popular Ones? Fine. Waited so long for the meeting. FINALLY it ends. Den later went to join Valerie. WOW. Saw alot of our classmates. N oso at that point, I discovered another harsh reality. Oh great. they were der busy doing the history hmwk.
Fridae afternoon was the best time of all the dae. I wasnt being upset,in fact I was so happy.Enjoyed it alot;n events happened one and after....
I gt into the family tree. My "parents" are Michelle & Theresa. "sister", Shi Ting. "nieces", JIn Feng & Nina. "god-mother", Syuhrah. "grandfather",Corliss.
Great. B4 that,later went to toilet.Witnessed sumthing.Which I dun think I wanna say. Great, beat Glen.Nice person to divert my anger on it. But luckily,he didnt mind. Now den I realised sumthing abt him. Digusting. ha.Kidding.
Den later saw Miss Kuar's boyfren pic. Very compatible. Hope both of them can be happy together n last long blissfully. In the end, we didnt study.Instead talking abt steads all these. I hav nothing to contribute since I hav NONE.Haha.

This wk is a bad wk 4 me actually. I'm being mistaken. Great. I heck care those who misunderstood me.Afterall,I believe those who misunderstood me means they dun understand me.I dun think any1 understands me. Since TP whom I thot will understand me best was broken. I MISUNDERSTOOD. Maybe dun give a heck to understand me ba. Let me list it out.
1.The idiotic ppl thot I was reading wat since they saw the bk cover. "Indiots"
2.Idiotic n heart-breaking event."Indiots"
3.1 persom misunderstood as they thot me not happy involved in the"family" Hello,pls la. I didnt say lor. Y "help" me say like that?In fact I was HAPPY ok? "Indiots"
4.Being misunderstood due to an act. "Indiots"
I thot frens should at least or sumhow abit understand those frens. Den I thot good/best frens should even understand the good/best frens even more. Great again. Sum how one day could change my thinkings. Great again. Harsh reality.Reality really bites.
I thot I could go over the idiotic thing. Yet,I cant. I was hurt too deeply. Learnt a lesson. Things wasnt wat I thot. Wat good/best frens would understands best. hAha. Too naive le. When I found out more CRUEL things bhind my back. How am I goin to do? Give me time to think. It's too much to bear.
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To The Person Who I Dun Give A Damn.
oh yeah.U think i like it?Who likes being associated with u.Esp. ur name. U so serious cant even take a joke pls la. U wan, u go find them.NOT ME okay. Dun understand why u so kiasu.
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Haix.Fell down while during pe. But nvr mind. Gt scrathes. Look like I emo go cut my leg de. Now better.Wont feel so pain when touch water..
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Okay,duN waN wriTe liAo.
bYee...
[I wanNa bE haPpy agAin.cherIsh tiMe.]
[Mr.X.]
joEy.

X-ray de. Haha.... Wont "see" tHe true face le.


Haha.. Scared ma? Hope not.
I wanna go out with them again la. It's still nice to talk to old frens. I wanna play the ball again! Haha... But not the "being hit by ball " that part. xD
The whole holidae wkend. Cant say is the whole wk stay at home lor. The stupid bridge I finally chiong finish. FINALLY. But it was sing-et de. I doubt it can withstand the weight la. But anything, my bridge is like that le. See what the teacher want me do to the bridge. I wont redo de.
Ha. Dun feel like writing le. Hope my mood will lighten... I dun wan go sch leh. Since I was the sl I dun hav the joy of going. I cant do anything I wish le. Cannot run,play. Cant be CHILDISH le. Gotta act MATURE. MATURE,as if I can attain this overnite like that.ha. My senior told me that once a girl bcum mature,she'll think of wearin short skirts,shorts all these.. But the thing is I doesnt want. So fast mature 4 wat?[I think] Once mature,its hard to hav joy la.[I think] Ppl, since young,mux hav the livelihood la! So, MATURE SO FAST 4 WAT????
Can ask 2007 not to end so fast?? I dun wan it end so fast la..
P.S. thAnks jIn feNg 4 reminDing mE tO downLoad tHe tiMetAble evEn thoUgh I hAd. :)
But I'll be mature in the right time.Knowing when to act/be.
byEe.
[I wanNa cheRish tiMe.]
joEy. :)
I think I'm more aware of my current situation. I seen lots n I think it's enough. Dun think jux bcos u gt more frens n u can act like this. Wat kind of attitude is this? Is obviously u had different attitudes de lor. Pls do not think I'll not retaliate. I'm not the person u wanna act like. Pls do not think is ME who did wrong. U started it,dun blame me.

I thot I'm now over u le. Hope I'll think wrong. My heart wans to like u,but my sense tells me not to.I'm still thinking of u.I dun noe whether that counts. I WAN TO LIKE U!! I'll still liKe u ba.