Anyhow click the 'upgrade template'.. Dont know how to post.. Finally click here click there then know where I could write. Zzz Duh.. Giving myself a 3 line look.

Stressed too much or what, but I know this will just be peanuts.. Been moody in some ways. Poor friends, you all are gonna suffer it. Wait till the 1 Aug over and maybe you will find peace in me..

Currently listening to On and On.. How I miss TVXQ.. I super love their performance in Korea.. May they have another korean album when I have th money.. Zzz Pimple coming out I think, cheek feeling pain.. Eyes drooping..

That's all I'm going to spilled some fonts. Long is it? Who cares. I am so not going to care anything right now.
The test was spot on, I'm so emotionally man.

HEY! GOING TO START CRAPPING NOw. Now you've the choice to read it or not.. Cos some contents might make you puke.. Hahaahha. (Hey, it's not that bad la)





FIRST : I abandon a water bottle. Typical Singaporeans. Yeah, I did that. I'm a bit ashamed of myself.

SECOND : I finally swam. The feeling was nice. It was great after being covered by water from head to toe. (I'm imagining the public pool as my bath tub.)

THIRD : My eyesight is blurring me right now. I cant see well. (Might be the aftereffect.)

Swam with JinFeng. Unfortuanately the other two machis not able to join us. I guess both of us were happy in the end, yet tearing.. JF tearing after she bathe.. While I tear as I ate my dinner.. To others... I might be percieved as crying while eating. And the best thing was, I ate chilli, had running nose. Great effect... Brought a lot of things, but did not bring the most important thing -googles. In the end, I swam with my eyes wide in the water. It wasnt pain at first, but when we start to swim alot, it started to sting. The last 2 laps I swam, I really swam with my eyes closed. The pain was very stinging, couldnt open. I swam ok, but my legs started to pain. Guess I was too eager and kicked hard.. Pulled on the nerves. Clever enough to swim back, the will not to drown was more overwhelming.

Found my FIRST blog. Going to display it/ tell the others? Not currently now.. Just figuring how am I going to make it private so that only MY FANS will be able to attend.. It's just like going to renovate into my FANPAGE.. OK, this is so thick-skinned. I know, but cant help it. Just feel like saying it.

JUDGEMENT - this is something I thought I'm capable of. But I still think I'm capable. Well I judge by their characters and deed... I tried not to judge the face. But it's HARD not to trust ppl with more good-looking features. Yeah, I know I'm superficial. Hey, give me time. When I grow up, it wont happen. BTw, it happens to most ppl... I tried hard to avoid conflicts. But my facial expression just give way to my lie. Gotta train my facial expressions in check. It might just hurt someone intentionally when I didnt even mean it. But sometimes, you cant blame my facial expression. It's like that, what do you want? But sometimes, I think is the person reads too much. As you know, most things I do is simple and innocent. (Dont puke on my web!)

HAD am interview. Concerning me in SLB.. Duh.. Was hesitating, but finally encouraged by Ophelia. Well, I'm determined. 'Leader isnt someone who do the work.. Or else why was it not called student worker? Being a leader, you have to guide, counsel your juniors, especially those who were on the verge to dropping out. This is what the student leader is' By Mr Tan.. Well, that was what he told/ corrected me when I told in my sch years, my definition of 'leaders' is doing the work.. Then, it struck me that being a leader wasnt that simple at all.

ATTENDED the camp. Nice, fun, memorable. That's what I could said. Ok, I am so being pampered by their good stuffs. I think my expectation of a camp just raised.. 4 MFs in my grp, including me. The rest 10 were from westwood.. We the MFs were the outcast whenever we walked.. Becos you can spot the flowers just at the back. Why couldnt we talk? Maybe we were just quiet. But the guys from Westwood were nice. & you see the flowers in the woods.. Haha.. Then the SLs called us 'xiao-hua'... I was thinking of rebutting them.. "za zao"... but nvr mind, mus keep my DEMURE image in front of guests.

As you can see, I have written quite long. But well, I still gotta end and return to do my work. Eyesight still blurring.

By the way, I helped my aunt in her mousse cake. What did I do? Find the stuffs for her, and blend the strawberries. I still think she'll do better without me. Why? CERTAINLY not I was incompetent. Is just that I left things half-way done a& left. Still, I realised the passion in eating cakes is much more overwhelming than my passion in baking. I always find the easiest way. So, dont really expect me to bake. Unless there's a sudden urge in me. Which is so easily be forgotten ....

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END OF CRAPPING

Next hour, gotta watch my Night Tenjo.. Can I also have a Night Tenjo too...

ONE LOVE , One love...
That is me....

JOEY! ( Boosting up my self confidence)

By the way, I found a new bus stop. Took a bus, and go home smoothly. I am so proud of myself.. Way up to go!

Joey! Hwaiting!

xxx
The SPARTANS
Soon as a Spartan child is born, he or she is trained for a destiny as an fearless warrior for the Spartan army.


Was from a group called 'Spartan"
Read the history of Spartan. Well, it was gruelsome. For they tortured the hemolots. Hahaa. That was IN THE HISTORY... But rite, their warrior spirit and a sense of perfection was strong.. For when each child is born, it wll be poured with wine to see whether it will survive the cold.. If yes, It shall survive. If no, dumped away? I think. See .. it's their 'the strongest will win'...

And regardless of males or females, they have to go through the army. They wouldnt quite strict on the restrictions... For example, when in the Roman civilisation, Roman women were required to cloak long and heavy dresses to cover them. However, the Spartan women were allowed to wear short dresses out..

I think I'm lucky to be born in this modern world. Cant really think what I'll do if I'm in the past. Haha.



Oral average today. But was lucky. Talking abt polytechnics. I still know abit. But however some words I mis pronounce and singlish kept coming out. Well, who cares when everything is over? Certainly not I. For I'm not the one who dwells in the past but looking forward to the future. Vision, Visualisation and Courage was what I need mostly now. Gotta be brave. Dont really want hide anymore. But that does not mean I'm going to be stupid too....

Dont you suddenly feeling weird why am I putting it in large font size?
Well, I need to be responsible in what I write. At least I'm trying to feel confident.

Duh.Campfire is driving me crazy. I rather face chemistry lessons.. Then to do Campfire stuffs...

JOEY

PLs wish me that my white hair wont be populating and having a family on my head...

OK. Came to post a while to prevent my blog from keeping stagnant. Just dropping words here. Not much to write. Since I'm running against time. Being online shall be a chanllenge to me due to unable to be online. Sounds busy? This week yeah.

The camp was like so pampering . Good accomodation, expensive food, lots of meals and well, shall not say more. Lest say I show off la hor. Took a lot of photos, but decided not to post... Cos well, it's other ppl's future house, so I shld at least respect and not publish the photos. Do it for private use instead.. Remind me the so good treatment to me hahaha..

TO DO OR NOT TO DO?

My mind is so iin dilemma. I realise I can multi task alot. Typing while watching the Day After Tomorrow. Feel like doing it so that I can give up my position for others. But, will I have the time? Am I willing. Mind is so confusiing. But that's one glad thing I'm relieved. FInaally 2 yrs of hard work is being recognised. Well, I really appreciate it to ppl who helped me, leash out the potential to legalizing it... Hair is growing white ...


I shall blog more in the lter part of this week.
bye going off..

SPARTAN

Joey

Once a Spartan, Always a Spartan

"Well, only charismatic people will be able to be followed by others." ---> Suddenly thought of Xiah.

>< I want watch video!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!