OKay, I dont know what to say.
Seems like mood is bad. Ignoring my grandmother like that. Is quite bad, I dont know why.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
My heart seems so pain.


I'll still survive. Next week gonna be busy. Please, bless me that I'll still survive . And please bless me to get out of that weird mood. I'm hating myself tright now. For dont know what bloody hell reason.

Suddenly welll.. Surprised to online in this morning.. Well..
Maybe shouldn't do anything. But opinions about me, or even us, is it really true? I dont believe that people will know about us or even me than I do , or themselves.

Every results comes off hard work. I dont really agree if people ever says that what I have now, is being given, not being based on my hard work. Frankly speaking, right now, whatever chances I have, whatever sacrifices I did, was all from my own labor. So therefore, I prove this person who said that whatever I had was 'just being given' is wrong. Because why? You don't know about me much. You were just describing me with that small biased eyes of yours.

Rest assured, I wont be affected by this person's comment. Just only feel pathetic for that person, to assume me in that way, and chose not to face the truth. I admit, that person might not know, but choosing to say in that way, that person is losing out..

Maybe I'm a teenager or what. Everything I do, I want to do it in my own way. Just hated to be probed, just hated to be controlled too excessively. I'm okay with that, but when it comes too excess, I just dont like it. When things cropped up, it wasnt one way. So why not, that person, thinks that it is both parties' faults too?


I just wanna say what I feel. If this post insults you, well, did you ever think you are that person? Be my guest then. I dont really wanna say who you are, because I see there's no point in doing it.

WOMEN--you cant expect them to exercise with you.. Why? Today an attempted try. But it's just a talk with no play.. In the end today, I spent my whole afternoon with wanxin in just amk hub.. Unbelievable? yet it's true.. There go my house, her house, amk hub, kfc, amk hub back . Zzzz Crapped alot.. Maybe the school should let us go home early.. How I wish I have more time to spend like this.. Because when we graduated, it's hard to have this type of time you really wanna spend it away....

OK, I guess I wont want to shop with girls currently. I think we walk more than we would ever jog, so I guess it make up my lost so called exercise time.. My Legs are aching..

& if I ever were a sales person, pray, I wont meet wx that type of customer.. :) she so fussy.. But nice to crap..

Tmr, COH. Early in morning, and I have not decided wat I'm wearing.. Zzzzz

Time To Love.. NICE

What can I say? I QUIT I QUIT I QUIT!

Gave it up. ZZ having some kia-su behavior.

Listening to both junsu's and donghae's 'My Everything'. I'm liking it so much.

Just let it go. Yes, doing it right now. People might think I'm stupid. Letting such a good chance off. If giving it up means I could be more happy, then I dont mind. I dont mind being selfish for myself, but I dont wanna spend my last year in school busying stuffs. I just wanna enjoy my student year. Cos' in the end, who am I living for? Myself, right? Might as well do stuffs that I like.

Argh, feeling the stress of SA2. Just really wanna do well. Last MFSS SA2. I dont wanna ruin that perfect record of mine at all.

Understand me, think of my POV,