Tmr Wx's birthday...
KOH WAN XIN>
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH!

Today a bit pissed, but nvr mind. I shall have to retain the so called "self-respect" by not having any jealousy or comparison.
Yeah. Talk so nice. As if I would really do that luhs.

Tmr gt the sian Sl investiture lor... I'll be stoning der for nothing. Shall sit, watch, stand, mouth the words. Blahs. I hate this kind .

Dont know why leh. Recently really hard to talk truthfully and honest to anyone else. Why is this happening? Just dont feel quite right about talking my feelings to someone. After all, the person will shall just act empthay or wat. This isnt what I want. I want advices. Somehow I just cant find one. WHY IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME?!

I shall wait. Wait for my sister's fren to buy the Twilight BK 3 & 4. I'm waiting to read. My passion can die off fast. Dont know by the time when I FINALLY gt the book, will I read it with passion like what I'm feeling now? I shall hone my languages. I want to learn alot of languages, though impossible. But having some sort of inspiration can just keep me off. I'm dying of talking.
I somehow really wanna talk to someone else, yet it wasnt the right time... I just wanna talk. Yet, I couldnt find the right one. *^%&*^%&(())87^%^&** I dont know how I'm going to survive with trying to act as quiet and attentive to lessons when my mind is just filled with conversations trying to talk. Maybe I'll hope a doraemon for my birthday present.. A dog? At least the dog will be willing to listen to me to crap.... A dog is nice. A human friend would be better.