★ truth is ever in simplicity

Friday, July 17, 2009

HEY! GOING TO START CRAPPING NOw. Now you've the choice to read it or not.. Cos some contents might make you puke.. Hahaahha. (Hey, it's not that bad la)

FIRST : I abandon a water bottle. Typical Singaporeans. Yeah, I did that. I'm a bit ashamed of myself.

SECOND : I finally swam. The feeling was nice. It was great after being covered by water from head to toe. (I'm imagining the public pool as my bath tub.)

THIRD : My eyesight is blurring me right now. I cant see well. (Might be the aftereffect.)

Swam with JinFeng. Unfortuanately the other two machis not able to join us. I guess both of us were happy in the end, yet tearing.. JF tearing after she bathe.. While I tear as I ate my dinner.. To others... I might be percieved as crying while eating. And the best thing was, I ate chilli, had running nose. Great effect... Brought a lot of things, but did not bring the most important thing -googles. In the end, I swam with my eyes wide in the water. It wasnt pain at first, but when we start to swim alot, it started to sting. The last 2 laps I swam, I really swam with my eyes closed. The pain was very stinging, couldnt open. I swam ok, but my legs started to pain. Guess I was too eager and kicked hard.. Pulled on the nerves. Clever enough to swim back, the will not to drown was more overwhelming.

Found my FIRST blog. Going to display it/ tell the others? Not currently now.. Just figuring how am I going to make it private so that only MY FANS will be able to attend.. It's just like going to renovate into my FANPAGE.. OK, this is so thick-skinned. I know, but cant help it. Just feel like saying it.

JUDGEMENT - this is something I thought I'm capable of. But I still think I'm capable. Well I judge by their characters and deed... I tried not to judge the face. But it's HARD not to trust ppl with more good-looking features. Yeah, I know I'm superficial. Hey, give me time. When I grow up, it wont happen. BTw, it happens to most ppl... I tried hard to avoid conflicts. But my facial expression just give way to my lie. Gotta train my facial expressions in check. It might just hurt someone intentionally when I didnt even mean it. But sometimes, you cant blame my facial expression. It's like that, what do you want? But sometimes, I think is the person reads too much. As you know, most things I do is simple and innocent. (Dont puke on my web!)

HAD am interview. Concerning me in SLB.. Duh.. Was hesitating, but finally encouraged by Ophelia. Well, I'm determined. 'Leader isnt someone who do the work.. Or else why was it not called student worker? Being a leader, you have to guide, counsel your juniors, especially those who were on the verge to dropping out. This is what the student leader is' By Mr Tan.. Well, that was what he told/ corrected me when I told in my sch years, my definition of 'leaders' is doing the work.. Then, it struck me that being a leader wasnt that simple at all.

ATTENDED the camp. Nice, fun, memorable. That's what I could said. Ok, I am so being pampered by their good stuffs. I think my expectation of a camp just raised.. 4 MFs in my grp, including me. The rest 10 were from westwood.. We the MFs were the outcast whenever we walked.. Becos you can spot the flowers just at the back. Why couldnt we talk? Maybe we were just quiet. But the guys from Westwood were nice. & you see the flowers in the woods.. Haha.. Then the SLs called us 'xiao-hua'... I was thinking of rebutting them.. "za zao"... but nvr mind, mus keep my DEMURE image in front of guests.

As you can see, I have written quite long. But well, I still gotta end and return to do my work. Eyesight still blurring.

By the way, I helped my aunt in her mousse cake. What did I do? Find the stuffs for her, and blend the strawberries. I still think she'll do better without me. Why? CERTAINLY not I was incompetent. Is just that I left things half-way done a& left. Still, I realised the passion in eating cakes is much more overwhelming than my passion in baking. I always find the easiest way. So, dont really expect me to bake. Unless there's a sudden urge in me. Which is so easily be forgotten ....

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END OF CRAPPING

Next hour, gotta watch my Night Tenjo.. Can I also have a Night Tenjo too...

ONE LOVE , One love...
That is me....

JOEY! ( Boosting up my self confidence)

By the way, I found a new bus stop. Took a bus, and go home smoothly. I am so proud of myself.. Way up to go!

Joey! Hwaiting!

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