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Friday, November 6, 2009

Seriously, right now, my mood is damn freaking low. Today really had ample reasons to made me cry. Surrendered to it a little.

Well, by right, my mood was okay, until chinese lesson. Well, I dont understand, why must I everytime throw tantrums during chinese lessons? I was utterly disappointed & angry. But did anyone care? Unfortunately, no one did. Yes, what was the reason? She dont allow help take papers for absentees. Kay. Point valid. But what was I totally disappointed about? I just dont understand. Why other SLs can have their friends to help them take the papers but not mine. It really made me think, did they even care/ thought of me? I dont know for them, but I dont want to know about it. Knowing it, just hurts me more.

Is it that when one has too many friends, they wont care about quality friends anymore? Is it that, demanding my friends to consider my feelings was too much?

What made me really sad & disappointed was, while I'm in bad mood... Laughters beside me. It was a bad feeling. Insulting & offending. But I guess they wont care , since it was just me. Or even ,did they ever care?

I realised, I cant always be too trusting...

I thought, I'll always have a circle of friend that I can fall back on readily

Somehow, I didnt knew, the circle has shrunk..

I wont end any friendship. You call the shots. Do you want it or not?

Please be happy when I'm angry at you.. It means I still care. But friend, be sad when I doesnt do that to you anymore.. Cos you have just hurt me..


Everyone makes mistakes. Like I do. But what I want, is just an apology. Was it hard?

♥ 4:36 AM


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