When everyone demands , who suffers?

Today we had the prep. TTC went wrong. Everyone came and looked for me as usual. Suggested ideas, but was shot down quickly. When retorting back what they suggest,everyone turned quiet. How ionic. Ppl strives to stay away from trouble. Fast to point out others' but not themselves.

Really a bit tired and depressed. 6th instinct really seems lost. Maybe it thinks I'm too busy to use that, so it disappeared temporarily. Everywhere was pressing me. No matter in cca, studies and relationships. But who cares? Every area was demanding more of me. Loads of burdens kept increasing but never reduced. Who could I blame? I could only blame myself. My sister has chided me, being so GREAT to shoulder everything. She said crash it out with my peers. If only that was so easily done would I have done. Peace was a greater price.

Hereby hoping my burden to lighten. I'm not using excuses, but just wanted ppl to give me time to cope my everything. Studies alone, is already demanding my everything. my teachers, family is already quite concerned about my degrading results. please just understand me for a while. What I needed was time to do it in my own pace.

I'm not superjoey, but mere joey.


Good news today:

Caught my uncle on television. He was in the KNOCKOUT teaching the ppl how to do the lion dance. The way he spoke english was WEIRD.

Dont wait.