Suddenly overwhelmed by sadness..
Felt unwell during chemistry. Suddenly I was kidding there and got that vomit feeling up. Torture over the 2 periods... So I had to think Theresa, Shannon and Felica ba.. Thanks to Theresa, helping me to copy those notes.. Or else I'll be staring at my desk emptily..

At home alone. wow. at least back to my comfort zone. Slept not very well. Phone kept ringing, how to sleep peacefully?! Slowly I drifted to sleep in pain till round hour later my mom's back home and found me on bed like a log..

Then drank a lot of herbal tea and sleep..

Finally I THOUGHT I was alright...

Currently my gastric still hurts. Dunking into soya milk and cookies. But really dont feel like eating anymore. WHY?! Cant I be back to healthy state again. It must be my feelings. so that's why, I can only give a sarcastic attitude if you ever tell me that let's be friends forever. The possibility is small.

I HATE CHINESE LESSONS!!!!!!!!

I thought we were once good friends? seriously, my exsistence seems nothing at all? I think chinese lessons whether I'm there or not it doesn't matters... In the end, your just wont cast a look nor talk like we once used to. So what's the point anyway? I thought today's chinese paper your could kind-heartly helped me to do the corrections all these.. Turns out to be my fan doing.. I'm disappointed . Well, we might not talk often, but you cant be too ruthless to me right? It's okay if you can ignore my exsistence because I can sought my security , happiness & reassurance from the others. It's your loss anyway, I'm sad that we cant go back where we used to be. I tried, but you didnt. So dont push that blame back to me once again. I dont want my last year to be sad just because of you. It wasnt worth, to put in a practical and cruel way.