I'm really mentally exhausted and physically tired. However, I know I cant complain, if I'm tired, what about they?

Felt lonely at a sudden. -.- random. yes, I know.


Felt very hurt over an incident. Well, it seems trivial to others, however, the one that happened to me, I cant just get over it. It's very demoralizing. I just cant get over. I know it seems stupid. But I cant. This doesnt happen once. It happened to me lots of times, with different people and in different situations.. and every time, I also cant get it over. Really am very puzzled. Actually in primary sch I've beginning to met this type of experience before and it actually kind of traumatize me. So call me mean, unforgiving or what, sorry, I just cant. Maybe time will make me pull through this. But meeting this kind of experience again, it really made me wonder... Am I really that unwelcome or undesirable as an companion or is is my luck that I cant avoid this kind of situation in every different environment and people?


Hoping my mood will get better.. aish. I really needed someone to chat. =.=

BE MYSELF!!!!


XIAH XIAH XIAH !!!


duh. adieu