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Tuesday, March 20, 2012

if you ever asked me what kind of regret i'm having...
it's really my birthday...
I'm always saddened when people asked how did i celebrate my birthday or when i wished someone that it's their birthday...

it's really a special year. a year where you are legal to things.
I started my day with tears. refusing to listen any calls or read any msgs that wished me. How could i be happy... when i was alone with uncertainty that nobody was going to celebrate for me? i didnt have any cake or any day where i could call the shots.
Till now, I may have ended that day with all the touching moments of my two dear friends... I still feel bitter about it. Even thinking about it would make me cry.

this eighteenth birthday is one birthday i wish i would forget about it. the tears, the loneliness. but I will still remember my two dear friends...
I dont want to remember this day where i cried till my eyes out.

I just want to forget that i've a birthday this year.

I'm sorry, but any other post celebrations didnt really relieved any of that bitterness...
what's done been done.
i'm hurt and that's it.
it's hard to let go and i think i would unable to let it pass.


call it what,
i'm having this phobia and a simple wish....

on my next birthday (if i ever have), i dont want to cry anymore.

♥ 8:18 AM


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